Appleseed Journal

AGE: 20
HOMETOWN: Bath, UK
HAIR COLOUR: Brown (with a bit of ginger in the sunny weather)
EYE COLOUR: Hazel
FAVOURTIE COLOUR: Blue
FAVOURITE FOOD: Scampi, Chips & Peas
FAVOURITE DRINK(S): Pepsi, Coca Cola
TATOOS: No
PIERCINGS: Nope

♥ PICK ONE ♥
COKE / PEPSI Pepsi
PIZZA / PASTA Pizza
CHOCOLATE / VANILLA Chocolate
LOOKS / PERSONALITY Personality
HUG / KISS Hug
TRUTH / DARE Truth
SING / DANCE Sing (??)

♥ FINISH ♥
I LIKE... Doctor Who & Torchwood
I DISLIKE... Lewis Hamilton
I LOVE... John Barrowman & David Tennant
I HATE... Liver
I WANT... To Live a Long Life
I WISH... To Live a Long Life
I PLAY... Monopoly Online
I KNOW... Quite A lot About Doctor Who & Torchwood
I THINK... Jenson Button could win the F1 this season

I love this song



Lyrics:
We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
That we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause i see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

I can't wait for this song to come out so i can play it loudly :P. Please watch it to tell me what you think.

I am very happy my birthday present arrived today and the book i ordered came today aswell. I think it is going to take some getting use to using Windows Vista. I’m going to get back to reading my book.

I'm getting a new laptop for my birthday. it state of art. Windows Vista & the price also includes Microsoft office 2007 (i think) &.......



i heard this song a few days ago and love it. Roll on the 17th of November and the 24th of November. lol :)

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Why oh why does it all ways happen to me?

Went to bed, feeling fine. Woke up feeling like shite. Manage to walk to the doctors (took twice as long). Got eczema in my ear canal. Don't ask how cos i don't know. Survived college and the bus ride home. I still feel a bit sick now but not as bad cos i'm watching Doctor Who. :P

A quick question to anyone who has watched the Doctor Who episode 'Silence in the Library' (S4 e8). Does Professor River Song remind anyone else of Captain Jack? No just me then :P

I'm off to bed in 10 mins after DW has finshed. Also going away tomorrow till sunday night so I won't be on to MSN till then (if any of my friends are reading this :P)

Title: Untitled Part 1: After Jacks disappearance
Spoilers: S1 E12: Captain Jack Harkness, S1 E13: End Of Days & Doctor Who S3 E11: Utopia
Rating: R (Completly safe (I think)
Characters/Pairings: Jack, Ianto, Tosh, Owen, Gwen, Jack/Ianto
Summary: Ianto thoughts on Jacks disappearance and then Jacks reappearance. Ianto POV
Disclaimer: Torchwood belongs to the BBC and Russell T Davies
Authors notes: Inspired by ‘Better In Time’ by Leona Lewis. Every time i hear this song it makes me think of how Ianto must of felt after Jack disappeared.
Authors notes (1): This is my first fan fiction. I'm really bad at English so all mistakes are mine

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Its been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been though

Its been three long weeks since we (me plus the other three. You will get to know their names later. Not that its really important at the moment) saw Jack running and jumping on to a 1960s police box. We were all looking at the CCTV at Toshiko desk and we see the blue box fade in to nothing. I can’t lie to myself any longer, I’ve been doing it for to long now I need to be honest to myself now more than ever. When I saw the box fade away my heart shattered in to a million tiny pieces, it hurts more than words can ever describe. Since then its been three weeks of a couple of hours sleep a night, so if he ever came back I would be the first face he would see I’ve had to put up with Owen saying “I was right all along, he only sees you as a part time shag” “just ignore him Ianto, he’ll soon become background noise” I heard Tosh say from behind an stack of files that she had on her workstation that she was looking though for Gwen. “I know” I said as bluntly as I could, trying not to show that what Owen had said was getting to me. “Ok guys, there are reports of 4 Weevils roaming in and around Splott. So we‘re all needed for this” Gwen said walking out the office where she had taken the call.

Thought I couldn’t live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals too
Oh yeah (it’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile because I deserve too
Oooh (it’ll all get better in time)

After hours of running around Splott all the 4 weevils were back where they belong. We all jumped back in to the SUV in the usual formation, Owen was driving and Gwen was in the front passenger seat, they were arguing about something stupid. Tosh and I were sat in the back. Me I was staring out of the SUV watching the streets of Cardiff going by, not paying attention till I heard the SUV engine being turned off and then I heard a soft female voice saying “penny for your thoughts” “Its nothing important” I lied, I could not get what Owen was said out of my head. I know its stupid, I know I was much more to Jack than Owen knew. “if you ever need to talk you know where I am” “Thanks Tosh. At least I know there is at least one person I can talk too” I decided to give her a hug to say thanks for the support. She was the only one to ask how I’ve been feeling since Jack disappeared in to thin air. Gwen and Owen were arguing who would be taking over Jacks duties.

Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time I let you go so I can be free
And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes I Will

Just as I gave Tosh a hug, Owen voice came over the comms “Ianto. Are you going to make me a coffee. I need a coffee before I start writing this damm report” “Ok Owen. I’m on my way down now” I started walking back upstairs, Tosh said to me “You know it’ll get better in time” I’ll always remember Tosh saying that. What if it does not get better in time and I’m stuck feeling this way. All I really want now is my Captain back to tell me, reassure me that everything is ok but I really doubt that he’ll come back to me or even to Torchwood. So all I have to try and do is get on with my life as best as i can and if Jack comes back. Well I’ll come to that if and when it is needed.

Fin

Goal achived

The RSPCA is investigating a series of suspicious deaths among cats on a housing estate in Bridgwater.

At least six have died in the last two weeks. The agency is looking into suspicions that they have been deliberately poisoned with anti-freeze.

Cat owners are being advised to keep their pets indoors.

Jo Daniel, from the RSPCA, said: "It's hard to think what would make someone want to kill cats. But it is happening."
source: http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/somerset/7340908.stm

Who could do this to any living things??

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Hello to anyone who is reading this. Hope you are all well. This is where you will find out about me and what I love, like and dislike. Hopefully I would be posting something hear everyday but by the time I get back to college I have a lot of work to do. Anyway I have to go. Have a great 2007 and lets hope it is much better than 2006.

Bye. Appleseed XxXxXxXxX